Wednesday, January 16, 2002

Yesterday Mom told me that Nana was burning Papa a CD. Small miracles are happening in this seemingly grim world.

That gives me hope for people not trying new things. Yesterday, I was spouting off on my tape recorder about excuses we make for ourselves so that we don’t have to confront our fears. “I have a horrible since of direction!” means that LoneStar will never have to learn his way around a city he’s lived in for ten years. “I can’t swim!” keeps Mom from ever having to dip her head in the water and also puts a damper on any family vacation aquatic activities. “I’m so disorganized!” is my cry so that I never try to focus on just a couple of manageable activities and develop real satisfaction with job activities or hobbies.

I have also been facing some inner demons of mine recently. I don’t really want to go into it. So far things have been very difficult and I’ve at least taken the initiative to make some changes in my life. Time will tell how well this actually works though.
Yesterday Mom told me that Nana was burning Papa a CD. Small miracles are happening in this seemingly grim world.

That gives me hope for people not trying new things. Yesterday, I was spouting off on my tape recorder about excuses we make for ourselves so that we don’t have to confront our fears. “I have a horrible since of direction!” means that LoneStar will never have to learn his way around a city he’s lived in for ten years. “I can’t swim!” keeps Mom from ever having to dip her head in the water and also puts a damper on any family vacation aquatic activities. “I’m so disorganized!” is my cry so that I never try to focus on just a couple of manageable activities and develop real satisfaction with job activities or hobbies.

I have also been facing some inner demons of mine recently. I don’t really want to go into it. So far things have been very difficult and I’ve at least taken the initiative to make some changes in my life. Time will tell how well this actually works though.